My Deerest Love,
Another day. Another night. I managed to force ways to pass my time, and it’s now approaching the late night stretch again when I’m always up wondering where you are and how you’re doing. A part of me still waits for you. As if there’s a chance you’ll remember me. And I still miss you so much. Even after all these years, can you believe I’m still hung up on you? My heart won’t let you go. I wish it was that easy to just move on, but I can’t. I won’t. I love you to a fault. I need you. I still want you. I never stopped needing and wanting you. I never stopped loving you. My brain goes haywire without you. In fact, that’s exactly what happened the night of Valentine’s Day over three years ago. And here I am now, spilling my heart out into a black hole. Let’s be honest. You’ll never know I still exist or care to read my messages. But I can hope?
Hopelessly lost,
Me