I guess I’m always blue these days, but every emotion… every sensation… every reminder that I’m still alive… it all traces its way back to you. All the years of my longing, yearning, suffering, hunger, and thirst for you… my love for you… I’m reminded every waking moment. When I close my eyes, I can only see your beautiful face. When I cover my ears, I hear your sweet voice. When I go to bed, I hope for blissful dreams of you. When I wake up, I want nothing more than to fall back asleep to dreams of you. I ache for you, because haven’t had the fortune of holding you in my arms or falling asleep with you in this lifetime. I just want to love you. To be with you. For you to be mine and for me to be yours. And when it rains like today… I’m especially blue. For you.
You are the one for me. I don’t understand why you can’t seem to understand this at all. I know you feel the same. I don’t understand why you won’t reciprocate this. Why all the mind games and BS Kdrama? Why complicate things so much? Can’t we just live? 🤪 Love? ❤️ Bee? 🐝 Together? Okay? 👉🏻👌🏻
I’m working my way back to you, but there’s only so far I can go alone. This is a two way street. Just shut up and come be in my arms already! 😭 You’re driving me crazy.
Diabeetus & French Fries 