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From email Nov 16, 2:22 PM PT

I miss you so much, but the silence and ghosting is driving me crazy. I almost got this (attached) for you, but you didn’t answer the last couple days and it’s sold out now. I feel so useless and rejected. I’m going on hiatus for awhile. That doesn’t mean I don’t want you any less. It just means I’m hurting bad and I need to focus on me since you’re happily ignoring me.